Some time I feel like someone is shrugging my shoulder and asking me "What is the sole reason for your existence on this earth ?" . And to be honest I really don't have any clue , so as to what is the reason. Why the heck I am living a life which has no purpose for god sake.
All the efforts and endeavors are just being done to secure some respectable position in the society. But I often wonder, what is society all about? Will I be able to carry my luxuries with me to heaven ? (God knows if I belong there !!)
I feel insulted with the very instinct of failure. I have failed miserably in my life so far. And this has become a habit to accept the failure. I always dream to change the conditions but always one or the other factor are there put a constraint.
Being able to survive in this world without knowing your destiny is not a big deal. The big deal is to identify your goal , dreams and live with them every now and then, embrace them and cuddle them. Working to bring about a change in the conditions is the only option left.
Changing my wallpaper to one of the IIMs not decided yet whether Lucknow or Kozhikode is the first step toward it, which should have been taken months ago. To live with a dream is roller-coaster ride. There are moment of joy , sadness and even cocktail of emotions.
I don't know why I am writing. But surely there has to be a reason for that.
Signing off for the day.
-Vikas Joshi
All the efforts and endeavors are just being done to secure some respectable position in the society. But I often wonder, what is society all about? Will I be able to carry my luxuries with me to heaven ? (God knows if I belong there !!)
I feel insulted with the very instinct of failure. I have failed miserably in my life so far. And this has become a habit to accept the failure. I always dream to change the conditions but always one or the other factor are there put a constraint.
Being able to survive in this world without knowing your destiny is not a big deal. The big deal is to identify your goal , dreams and live with them every now and then, embrace them and cuddle them. Working to bring about a change in the conditions is the only option left.
Changing my wallpaper to one of the IIMs not decided yet whether Lucknow or Kozhikode is the first step toward it, which should have been taken months ago. To live with a dream is roller-coaster ride. There are moment of joy , sadness and even cocktail of emotions.
I don't know why I am writing. But surely there has to be a reason for that.
Signing off for the day.
-Vikas Joshi
