OUR LAST NIGHT

For a very first time in my life I felt so
helpless. For a first time I couldn’t say
anything.
I was crying silently and the only thing
that made my heart beat was you. And
you seem so sad. Where is that
charming smile of yours??
I feel your heart crying, it doesn’t want
to be lonely. Two crystal clear tears
run down your cheek. You turn
quickly; you don’t want me to see
them. At that very moment I knew you
loved me. I am drifting again in my
thoughts...
Time has no meaning when I am with
you. I notice no one. When you hug me
the stars get brighter as if they are
small candles lit by our love.
You give me the most passionate
nights and the tenderest kisses. When
I cuddle in your arms I feel so secure
and powerful. I don’t want to think
about the future. No, I don’t, not at
times like these when I am so happy.
I love you more and more each day.
Time is not a bus or a car and it can’t
be broken or stopped.
Yes, today is our last night together
"Don’t cry, dearest, I want to tell you
that I love you more than anything in
the whole world "..! For a first time in
my life I feel numb, for the first time I
hate my fate!
You hugged me in your warm embrace,
kissed me, turned and left. My heart
was tearing in parts.
I was standing in front of the entrance,
seeing the most precious person in my
life leave!
For a first time I was so helpless, I
wanted but couldn’t stop you.
Today I am here….How quickly life
changes.
You were making love to me yesterday
passionately, and today a whole ocean
stands between us.
I am lying in the bed alone, and the
only thoughts I have are again about
you!