LETTER TO MY GIRL OF DEEP GRIEVANCES

when i rejectd ur 6 calls ,d feelings that u must have gone through ,
i know ur feelings
u wud b cursing me
u wud be hating me
bt that what u do with me evrytym
i also knw how badly u treat me
but i alwayz prefer to stay shut
probably tats bcoz u add meaning to my lyf
bt i cant take d pain everytym u r giving me by being in touch for one day and making me feel u , longing for u for d next months, d restless nights, the sobbing n all d tears that u hav given me thanx 4 dat n tat is what prevents me frm connecting to u bcoz i cant withstand further pain given by u

i m still all urs
i still love u
i m still longing for you
sorry 4 being rude to u
i know i m being an asshole now but d truth is tat i m being in love wid u n continue to be in love wid u till d last heart beat

sorry 4 nt attending call
ur number was on block list coz i dnt have d guts to cut ur phone by myself

luv u my still cute bachha
take care barish ka mausam hai
stingy weather
bahar se kuch mat khana
ab mei nahi hu to dantne wala koi nahi hoga
i miss ur scolding a lot

cant write more just crying on my fate

love u baby :-*