Birthdays that one can't forget ....

There are  few people  in our life , with whom we are truly attached. People do forget each other. It is human nature that pertains . But in spite of the fact , we may have someone , someone very special who's affection and love is all that matters to us.
Life is based on priorities. Today, he/ she is my best friend because he/she is in the top notches of my priority list. After a certain period of time thus list gets refreshed and hence we find our new friends and colleagues .
Talking very personal , I let my life to get the list of  my priorities get refreshed but still there are loopholes that exits in every system, similar is the case here. I can't change her from my priorities . She will always be prior to me before anything else. She was my girlfriend . Am I right while saying was, isn't she now?? May be for me she is still my girlfriend but her priorities have changed a bit.
From someone to no one. I have traveled this journey . It is very painful to get through the adverse conditions of life.
Today is her birthday , HOW COULD I FORGET ???
Wished her, as silently as possible. Even she didn't recognized my voice, but the vibrations of her voice was telling me that she was also crying on the other side. Love, I have done many things that were not supposed to be done .I regret for that. And I am regretting it from the past two years.
AB TO MAAF KARDE ??

Crying and sobbing are now a routine to me. Eyes are now dried up. Lips don't move . All I could say is you have taken every inch of me from myself.

May this year bring us together again.

Happy Birthday Love.

Yours'
Idiot.

IDIOT I LOVE YOU YAAR....